I don't know. I just feel like nothing is happening. I feel kind of far.

Far from what?

I don't know. I just said that. I just feel like something needs to happen.

But maybe you need to happen first before anything else can!

I am afraid I do not know exactly what you mean.

I mean...maybe you need to plug back in with yourself and Who is important in your life.

Hmm, I think I get that. You mean, maybe I should plug back into "me" a little while ago. Like the "me" last summer? Or the me before the summer happened?

Well, which one did you like best and which one mad you feel plugged in to yourself and Who is important?

The "me" last summer. With those 8 amazing people in that amazing city!

Bingo!

I know that everything above sounds weird to you.
Really weird actually. But it is not meant to make sense. (To you at least, even though I am sure you can figure it out.) It is a conversation I had with myself a couple days ago. Oh my gosh, I am talking to myself! I am turning into
Burt Campbell from that 70's show
Soap when he claimed to be brain washed by aliens. Ooops! There I go again.

Anyway, could you please pray for me. I am not posting this for you to comment on, even though you can if you feel need be. I am not posting this as a praise. I am simply posting this as a prayer request. Shoot, what else would you expect coming from me! It is just kind of crazy, you know?! How you just start realizing something totally off the wall from what is currently going on. Or is it actually you or me that start putting those thoughts in our heads? Is it God? Is it actually us but as a Christian, God is a part of us and since He is...is it Him through us? Am I thinking to far into this? Or am I not thinking far enough? Who actually know? Do I? No. Do you? Maybe. I don't know if you do or not. If you do, by all means, share with the class! Wow, this post is getting weirder and weirder isn't it?! I don't know. I just don't know. I mean, I know exactly what the above ramblings in my head are. I know what I need to do now. I now what I should do now. Am I going to go all the way with those thoughts? Or just half way? Or three-quarters of the way? Here come those stumbling three words again. I don't know! Why is that primarily in this post? Why is it that Jesus told us to just have faith and yet we can't? How did He have so much of it? I now I sure would love some right about now! Easier said than done. Or is it actually extremely easy but we are to shallow to figure it out? Or maybe we aren't? Maybe we just look at ourselves as not being able to have the faith like Jesus because we are so "shallow". Maybe we aren't shallow at all? Once again, more ramblings....