As some of you undoubtedly know, I am not returning to England and staying until May.  I am returning to England on Tuesday and staying until 1 February.

I had a lot of personal things going on before I went to England and I thought it would be good to be in an all Christian environment. But alas, things did not get any better. Things didn't get worse, lets just say...erm...they progressively worked their way down the hill. How's that?

Coco Chanel once said, 'Don't spend time beating on a wall, hoping it will turn into a door.' I feel as though that is what I would be doing if I stayed in England; hoping things would get better as they get worse. Wishing that England is where I am supposed to be when it isn't, isn't going to help anything. I wouldn't be able to give my whole self to it.

I do apologize if I have let anyone down in anyway, shape or form. I love you all dearly.

Carpe Diem-

Jarred