You know what? I never realized how much I hate change when it doesn't go my way.
But then again, doesn't everyone?
What to do? What to do? What to do?

Pretty much denying the inevitable but wasting time just rambling on isn't helping things.
What I'm trying to say is a lot of things are changing and a lot of things have changed.

First things first, I'm not moving to Seattle in September. Tear. Lots of tears, to be quite frank about it.
I just feel like the Lord doesn't want me there then. I feel like there are things (even though
I've NO idea what) here for me right now and He wants me here for them.

Second, I got a second job at the Steve Madden store in the mall close to my house.
I'm really loving it there and things are moving very well. I can't wait to see what's going
to be happening in the future there!

And last but not least, I'm more confused than ever right now!
So please pray that God reveals some things to me.

I love you all!

Jarred